Updates

OK here goes....

• Joined slimming world cos it is an all you can eat diet the best in my book and since I joined last Tuesday I have lost 4lbs and was told to drop my keggs as this week as I was wearing jeans and they can weigh anything from 1-2lbs and I wasnt wearing them last week at the weigh in.

• Joiuned the gym and going tonight for my first Spinning class, was going to join the latest craze CURVES a 30minute work out for busy women but the deal was crap even if the concept was enticing.

• Planning on moving to Manchester if I get the job I have just applied for.

• Special K has sold the house and hoping to get a job she just applied for, which if things go well we will be on a £60k a year income between us with two homes one in London and one in Manchester, with the job that I went for I will be in London 2-4 times a month so keeping my gorgeous council flat, and I say that without sarcasm it really is gorgeous and I am incredibly lucky and only paying £258.00 a month rent I would be mad to give it up.

• I am still madly in lust and in love with special K and the feeling is mutual. I figure that if the worst happens at least I will still have my own home here in London to come back to and lick my wounds.

• Also we have decided if we dont get the jobs we want that we will piss off to a Peruvian orphanage for 3-6months and trek around South America till xmas to get the last out of our childless existence as after my Op I wont be able to try for 6moths so baby wont be around till next year if things go well and when it arrives we wont want to go back packing off around the world let alone be able to afford to with a new baby.

• Having lots of kinky sex and I even have her exploring her dominant side and OH MY GOODNESS she knows how to read a womans body I have never been so sexually aroused by anyone before especially a "girlfreind" which says alot about my choices in the past I think as I loved them all but didnt fancy them much, but with her OMG!!!! She has also bought me a beautiful collar and when I am good I get to wear it ;o).

What else has happened ....hmmm?.....Found out that there is a huge underground 60's club scene, sounds fun.

I must admit I am so busy living, loving and enjoying my life I forget to update this thing and really put down my thoughts and feelings and the deeper stuff but to be honest it makes a nice change from the near suicidal me that existed only 4 months ago I tell ya.....

My mystery shopping is going really well too I am making some cool dosh to shop and criticise LOL.

My most recent disappointment and unfortunately I was not on an assignment, instead I encountered this of my own free will and spent my own hard earned cash but FENG SUSHI is the BIGGEST PILE OF SHIT when it comes to VALUE FOR MONEY... Can we all say VALUE FOR MONEY?!!!! I wont ever eat there again they are over priced bullsushi.

If you want good sushi and in North London take the time to go else where and as a takeaway visit the one in Seven Sisters, West Green road, the name escapes me but the food is really good and the price is brilliant. not forgetting to mention the brill service and friendly manner.

FENG SUSHI + VALUE FOR MONEY = FUCKING SHITE!! ( in my personal opinion)

OK So I have thought of a way you can all help me, just for fun.... Boys Names. I would like to find more boys names that I like criteria...

• Not bog standard like George or Mark ( boring)
• Not too experiemental
• Sounds good when you shout it ( heehee)
• One that has meaning and sounds like someone who is destined for greatness ( heehe)
• Any language is fine Chinese names are welcome too as the baby will be half Chinese and half british born Jamaican

So far we have Riley and Bailey but not keen on the latter AT ALL...

Your input and suggestions are much appreciated, some of prefer to not have them published on the blog and as you can see I have respected that :o)

big hugs to all my readers thank you for reading xx

general opinions welcome