A day of Blog things about me

Have yet to do anything, need to clean my home and contemplating going to Aqua Fitness class for the first time today.....I'll let you know what I decide later.

OOhh OOHhh Ooh!! I always do these personality tests and post them on message boards in the games forum but until now I have never had a blog to post my 'Blog Things' on.... so today I will be posting all the tests about me, no cheating, no only posting the positive results, I will post them all..... most of them were pretty accurate in the past and anyway I thought I would add a little more diversity and interest to my blog... I hope you find them as interesting as I do.... not even sure I am that interesting, do you ever think that?

You get a blog, you think "yeah!! I want the world and their mama to know what I think and what I go through in my life" then..... you wonder, does anyone even read it? I guess the trick is to do it for you then if someone finds your stories interesting, inspiring, encouraging and hopefully funny if that is your intention, then that's all good. I digress...

So here is my first blog thing about Family:

Your Family Is 19% Dysfunctional

While every family has its problems, your family is definitely better than most. You probably communicate well, and even if you disagree, you don't let it ruin relationships. Consider yourself lucky for having such a great family. Believe it or not, it's pretty rare! It may be hard to appreciate what you have at times, but it could be a whole lot worse.

That's pretty accurate to be honest, my mother and brother are my family the rest are relatives I don't see them often at all so.... but the three of us are strong and very very close we have respect for each other and we never have huge rows but we do disagree. When my mother and I are together we laugh till we both choke. On the other hand 'G' my baby brother is very quiet not too quiet like, you wonder if he is sneaky and up to no good quiet, just, 'not sure what he is thinking unless you ask him' quiet.

I guess because I talk to much the contrast is a little strange for me.

Next:

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You are always tactful and diplomatic. You let people down gently. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

WOW!!! Ok I am not gullible, but these things are pretty good.

I am doing the tests again and just choosing the answers that best represent me and how I feel... this one surprised me. It is true I do tend to keep a lot to myself which is probably why I decided to do this blog in the first place.

I don't like writing much and in the past my journals have been found, so this seemed the perfect way to have a little anonymity and still say what I like without being censored or restrained in anyway. I do change friends quickly but that is not because I am flaky, just because my life is always changing and I only have one friend who can keep up and who has fully accepted me and my faults too...

I love her very, very much we will call her 'Stud'. She is boyish, slim very funny and honest and has the kindest heart of anyone I have met. Even though she has all the qualities I look for in a match, I don't find her sexually desirable, but she gets shit loads of women from straight women to nurses at the hospital when she cut her hand.....

More about 'Stud' in a later post. Today is all about ME!!!! :o) Yaaay!!

O.K... Let's see... what test should I do next... hmmm?

You Are 74% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

That's not bad.. thought it would have been higher though, but I guess the fact I don't tell a lot of people about me lowers my percentage.

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

This test made me want to cry when I got to the neuroticism section, thinking back on the shit that has happened in my life I have had no choice but to "bounce back quickly". Sometimes SB would say I am a cold bitch, ice maiden, frosty and that I didn't care. She was soo wrong.... I am able to move forward even when I feel like I am going to crumble to dust because I have to be objective and have had to learn from an early age to get on in life you have to sometimes switch off.

I learnt that from my mum, watching her deal with issues of poverty and sometimes abuse from my father, having to leave us and going to do over night care work so that she could be there for us in the morning before we went to school and still put food in our mouths and decent clothes on our backs.

I know now that must have broken her heart to have to do that sometimes. The trust she must have had `in me at such a young age. I think that is why to this day I will always be my mothers right hand and any thoughts of suicide now, would just fade whenever I think about how it would crush her and all the strength she has would just be hanging inches away from steel spikes. I couldn't do that to her.

Wow these are turning into a good source of discussion and frankness from me to you..how unexpected, I am even shedding tears, that will probably be the build up of everything I am going through lately. O.K..... NEEEEEXT!!

Something a little more light hearted.... My star sign is Capricorn so this was also a good one...

You are 60% Capricorn

One more...

You Communicate With Your Body

This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person. You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches. Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others. A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a big hug always comforts you!

How Do You Communicate?

I don't get hugged enough I must admit.

OK Maybe that is enough for today.. they are highly addictive and al ot of fun, I may post some more later...... enjoy ya Sunday xx


OK just before I officially sign off for this hour I have to share with you the funniest show.. 'Runs House' on MTV Base its hilariously funny but a reality documentary about Run and his family, run used to be the other half of the well known 'Run DMC' from back in the day.....