Hacked off & Swearing.....ALOT

OK in settling down to type this I think this has to be the most boring blog ever nothing clever nothing witty, in fact I am feeling really pissed off today and have come to the conclusion that if I dont leave this place I am going to go postal.

I am pissed and bored of this fucking place, the stupid office politics that I try to avoid, and just make all the right noises when I get people moaning to me about shit, I keep telling them I am only a fucking freelancer, and I am doing all I need to do and I dont think I will be here any longer. ROLL ON MAY 6th!!!!!!!

I watched Pay It forward last night and cried from start to finish... A great film a must see for all who have an ounce of altruism in their body.

ok here are my latest purchases which I love

Umbrella by Fulton the royal appointed umbrella makers



Dress By Dotty P

I am not going to wear them together obviously!!! But I would love some shoes that look like the dress or better still plain pink I already have a plain round toe black that looks gorgeous.

I also tried to invest in a super duper sized sports bra for my humungous boobaloobs and it was so big I sent it back as a food hamper.

Tallgirls.co.uk great site back in the day... but now I must admit I think their clothes are average quality wise and also fashion wise not great, the clothes look like they should be sitting in a second rate shop in a really run down area where the owner is trying desperately to sell the last of his stock to anyone who will buy but with counter productive high prices.


I cant tell you the amount of time I have had to send their clothes back for poor quality....... maybe us tall girls are not that picky as when I complain they always say " oh we have never had any issues in the past"... Well fuck me with a feather, that really makes a difference to my opinion doesnt it dear!!!


Whilst I am on a rant, I have realised I would make a SHIT PA as I cant see why I should have to make tea for my boss!!! for instance this company I work for now, the director has a fully equipt kitchen in his private office that is located on its own floor almost like a HUGE loft conversion but he insits on calling upon people ( mainly me) down stairs to make him tea and take it up the rather dizzying flight of stairs just so he doesnt have to go to the next room to make it himself.


GET A FUCKING GRIP!!!! And while ya at it get yourself a wife who doesnt bully you then maybe you wouldnt feel the need to assert your authority at work. DICK WAD.


And on that subject.......I think every company exec has been giving a secret book when they are newly appointed in director-dom on how to pilfer and fiddle the tax man and have numerous companies all in different names and even going so far as to send mail to an address just so that they can look as though they are doing work for an external entity. I am not clued up on maths and the such but summin is really weird when you get to that level in business especially the 'Old Boys club' types, can we say MASONIC LODGE!!!!


And while I am at it why do royal mail insist on fucking up your packages that have the huge red and white FRAGILE tape all over it. I now have to go through the pointless task of trying to claim for an umbrella bought on eBay for £6.50. FUCKING HELL.


They say that swearing is a sign of the unintelligent but who gives a flying red arsed monkey!!!!

And just before I leave..... I have been coming here to this company for almost two years, more on then off and I have decided I am not coming back EVER!!!! Infact if things get really bad I am more swayed to selling my Lesbian arse on eBay to the highest bidder male or female before I consider coming back here.

Updates

OK here goes....

• Joined slimming world cos it is an all you can eat diet the best in my book and since I joined last Tuesday I have lost 4lbs and was told to drop my keggs as this week as I was wearing jeans and they can weigh anything from 1-2lbs and I wasnt wearing them last week at the weigh in.

• Joiuned the gym and going tonight for my first Spinning class, was going to join the latest craze CURVES a 30minute work out for busy women but the deal was crap even if the concept was enticing.

• Planning on moving to Manchester if I get the job I have just applied for.

• Special K has sold the house and hoping to get a job she just applied for, which if things go well we will be on a £60k a year income between us with two homes one in London and one in Manchester, with the job that I went for I will be in London 2-4 times a month so keeping my gorgeous council flat, and I say that without sarcasm it really is gorgeous and I am incredibly lucky and only paying £258.00 a month rent I would be mad to give it up.

• I am still madly in lust and in love with special K and the feeling is mutual. I figure that if the worst happens at least I will still have my own home here in London to come back to and lick my wounds.

• Also we have decided if we dont get the jobs we want that we will piss off to a Peruvian orphanage for 3-6months and trek around South America till xmas to get the last out of our childless existence as after my Op I wont be able to try for 6moths so baby wont be around till next year if things go well and when it arrives we wont want to go back packing off around the world let alone be able to afford to with a new baby.

• Having lots of kinky sex and I even have her exploring her dominant side and OH MY GOODNESS she knows how to read a womans body I have never been so sexually aroused by anyone before especially a "girlfreind" which says alot about my choices in the past I think as I loved them all but didnt fancy them much, but with her OMG!!!! She has also bought me a beautiful collar and when I am good I get to wear it ;o).

What else has happened ....hmmm?.....Found out that there is a huge underground 60's club scene, sounds fun.

I must admit I am so busy living, loving and enjoying my life I forget to update this thing and really put down my thoughts and feelings and the deeper stuff but to be honest it makes a nice change from the near suicidal me that existed only 4 months ago I tell ya.....

My mystery shopping is going really well too I am making some cool dosh to shop and criticise LOL.

My most recent disappointment and unfortunately I was not on an assignment, instead I encountered this of my own free will and spent my own hard earned cash but FENG SUSHI is the BIGGEST PILE OF SHIT when it comes to VALUE FOR MONEY... Can we all say VALUE FOR MONEY?!!!! I wont ever eat there again they are over priced bullsushi.

If you want good sushi and in North London take the time to go else where and as a takeaway visit the one in Seven Sisters, West Green road, the name escapes me but the food is really good and the price is brilliant. not forgetting to mention the brill service and friendly manner.

FENG SUSHI + VALUE FOR MONEY = FUCKING SHITE!! ( in my personal opinion)

OK So I have thought of a way you can all help me, just for fun.... Boys Names. I would like to find more boys names that I like criteria...

• Not bog standard like George or Mark ( boring)
• Not too experiemental
• Sounds good when you shout it ( heehee)
• One that has meaning and sounds like someone who is destined for greatness ( heehe)
• Any language is fine Chinese names are welcome too as the baby will be half Chinese and half british born Jamaican

So far we have Riley and Bailey but not keen on the latter AT ALL...

Your input and suggestions are much appreciated, some of prefer to not have them published on the blog and as you can see I have respected that :o)

big hugs to all my readers thank you for reading xx

general opinions welcome